Fuck! Even blog's making fun of me! What's wrong wif me!? or I should say, Wat's wrong wif everyone around me! I juz typed a nice blog for today, but the only thing that appeared on my screen when I publish it is "Cannot find server." Don't let me publish!? Well, I wont let you have your way, FATE!
Already I'm experiencing something that's been seen in my title, yet I have to press on wif this stupid retyping... What did I begin wif juz now?? Oh yeah~Don't ask me why I'm experiencing that. Me may not know the reason why... So many things happen within the past few weeks, it juz keeps on revolving around my brain and I'm trying so hard to absorb every bit of it. Chinese New Year's juz over, yet I've no idea what I did. Valentine day's coming, yet I've no one to turn to. Loneliness? Abandoned? Neglected? Well.. Neither, It's emptiness I'm feeling... Luckily I have Choon Wee's Da Vinci Code to accompany me. However I long for something more better than a lifeless novel. I need more life, more spirit in me. What should I do? I'm turning too emotional~ Perhaps I should go out wif my frens more often to calm myself down... No, wait, that's the origin, my emptiness. I guess I'll juz lock myself up in my room and cry my heart out in despair instead. That way I think I'll feel much better. I've bottled too much in me.. I need someone reliable and trustworthy to confide in, or else sooner or later I'll juz go bonkers or insane. Now. I need some time. Alone.
P.S. Don't piss me, unless you realli care for me... What I need is a companion if you do not understand what my whole long page of bullshit means...