omg... Today my CT tutor juz told us that some of us may need to redo our Preliminary Idea cuz we don't realli get wat the project wants us to do... Crap, most likely I'm one of those, cuz I didnt realli spend much time and work on it.. But well, it's ok wif I have to redo, since the idea I gave is also not that good anyway...

Perhaps I should do something like Greek, Egyptian or Norse Mythology, then I can talk about birth of Zeus and fall of Titans, Osiris's search for Anubis's remains or the Ragnarok caused by Loki respectively hahaz... Well.. I'm more "specialised" in this anyway... Why isnt there any subject on mythology?? it's still a study of History isnt it?? Bleahx.. What..ever... Back to the main topic, mythologies have nothing to do wif anyone of the 2 Project Tasks.. What should I do... ~.~

I'll not bother about my PW now, since I cant do anything about it till my tutor tells me to redo or edit anything... For now, I'll have to complete my econs and maths tutorials... So much!! T.T

Bleahx... Spent the whole afternoon and midnight doin my project work... I thought my idea was good, but when I searched for articles to support my preliminary idea, I couldnt find a thing >.< Maybe the way I phrase the keywords and the search area wrongly... Finally managed to find 2 articles within 2 and a half hours...

Next, Have to write a 500-word report on my project task. It was smooth sailing in the beginning cuz I know what I'm looking for within my project task, but when I had to answer the feasibility and manageability of my task, I was like... die, it's about education system, so can it realli be implemented cuz I'm bring quite alot of risky changes to the system... For the manageability part, I was thinking it should be able to quite manageable, but izit a little too easy for a JC project work?? Haiz... I guess I'll juz leave everything to my PW tutor, if he says it's crap, then I'll juz have to give another idea lorz... Luckily it's only the submission of 1st draft tmr... If it's the final draft, I guess I'll have no chance to get that 10% grade le...

Overall, I spent the whole afternoon and did till 5am before I went to bed sia... Now I'm so sorry for abandoning my fren at BK yesterday juz becuz of my project.. Duno how to face her now... She's still angry wif me.. *Spank me, Make me walk the plank...*

I try my best to write one entry every few days to stay active... but when I realli have nothin to post, I'll blabber some rubbish or thoughts about how I look at life. this entry is the very first example of nothing-to-write case hahaz... But I have 2 ideals in my life.

First one is my view on the existence of life. I came across this statement within a song's lyrics. It's the first sentence in the chorus of the song called 杀破狼 by JS. I find it very meaningful and it has similar meaning and concept on the way I see life.
生，是为了证明爱存在的痕迹。
Well... Many may have different views on why human beings life in this world, wat's the purpose of living, etc... Some may even disagree wif my view, but like I said, humans have their own perspectives, so dun come arguing wif me over this issue on my tag.

The second one's my view on the opposite gender(Female). Well... not realli opposite gender la, but it's more about a person's life too la, and it concerns love too... so of cuz it's somehow related to opposite gender la. This extract is oso taken from a movie or series, but I cant remember which show le... someone from that movie/series said it and I find it so philosophical and interesting, hence I had it set as part of my way of seeing life... all of u may think about it, but as I said before, it's MY philosophy, if u disagree, it's none of my business and I dun wanna noe...
人，出生时只是一半，不是完整的。
而出生在这世上的意义，就是找寻自己的另一半，与那另一半成为这世上完美的完整体。
It sounds a little weird, cuz I had it translated to chinese for the 2nd part of the statement hahaz...

Got very very bad sore throat since last Friday... wasn't able to sleep well each night, had to wake up and drink some water b4 goin back to bed, or else I'll cough till my lungs come out...

Today I didnt go school at all, went to the polyclinic instead. Choon Wee even told me I may have wat Hand Foot Mouth Disease... Well, I didnt bother to ask whether I contracted it, all I care about is having to get the MC for today... Yay~ I'm Blessed. There's PE today, and I actually managed to skip it due to my absentee... My legs are still aching from the squats we did 2 days ago... I cant even climb up or down the stairs at ease... Pain ah~~!

However, I feel sad for not able to attend the one and a half hour computing practical for today... Wasn't able to come up wif programmes to play wif... But never mind, I think given my physical condition, I also cannot think of a good programme anyway hahaz...

And yesterday Choon Wee lent me the mahjong game! Yay! Had so much fun play... I got the highest 47 'tai' if I remember correctly, got da or xiao shi xi leh!! so cool~ I even won da and xiao san yuan too~ So the only combos I'm missing is 13 yao, qing yi se and jiu lian bao deng le... Hope I can get it soon hehez...

Those who cannot see, please go to 'view', then 'encoding', then choose one option called unicode(UTF-8). If don't have, then too bad...
这首歌把我所犯下的错与疏忽，我所体会的心情与感受，完完全全，一字不漏地表达了出来，因此我第一次听到这首歌时就深深地被感动，尤其是这首歌的chorus。在此我把这首歌的歌词写在这，没听过的朋友们，至少读了这歌词能了解一下我的感受。（这首歌里的含义可不是针对任何人，只是在表达我的心思与过错）

我从来没想过，我会这样做，从来没爱过，所以爱错~
我从哪里起飞，从哪里降落，多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过~

在这少了你的世界~Oh Oh Oh~
找不会那些感觉，其实我不想道别... 那些过去！~

我从来没想过，我会这样做，从来没爱过，所以爱错~
我从哪里起飞，从哪里降落，多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过~

王力宏---爱错(Bridge and Chorus)

KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox!!
KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox!!
KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox!!
KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox!!
KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox KBox!!

Ya... I'm dying to go K Box... Especially now when I'm trying to learn Wang Li Hong's songs... It's been so long since I go K Box le... Still remember the times in YJC when we CH21 gets to go K Box and sing like crazy till 7pm hahaz.... but now, everyone's got their own friends, cliques, programs etc etc le... How I long for that 1st three months to come back... but I guess that's impossible...

Hmm... maybe it's not K Box I'm missing, but the joy and company CH21 give me in that 1st three months. Time sure flies... it's already April. Soon, we're all goin to have our mid-year, then start of term 3, and by that time, our CH21 may realli be dissipated... BUT I dun want!! T.T

CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21!!
CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21!!
CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21!!
CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21!!
CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21 CH21!!