to Miaow, CW and Felicia: ye can read this entry, but to a certain stage i'll tell ye to stop proceeding, it's for ye own good~

blahx... Since Sat till today, have been waking up at 6am juz to go for this dumb IT camp.. dumb cuz have to wake up at 6am juz to take the shuttle bus at braddell at 7.30 and only to reach NTU(where the camp is held) at 9.30am... so basically slp on the shuttle bus for 2hrs~ That's exhausting enough! Worse is when the whole camp starts at 10am and only ends at 7pm!! ah!!! NTU!? Jurong WEST!? By the time I reach home it's near 9!! Siao camp!! What in the seven seas is this! An IT camp that took the whole day!? How ridiculous!!

k.. complains over.. now bout wat I've learned... basically I've learned wat's linux, ASP.net, photoshop and Indesign.. partially, and I've oso learned how to take bus from NTU to Boon Lay juz so to take MRT to city hall then bus to parkway parade again to play LAN ~.~ yupz.. on the 2nd and 3rd day (sun and mon) me and my frens skipped the afternoon session(which means we left after lunch which is at 1pm), pon the camp and go play LAN ~.~

SO! we only learned a little bit of Adobe photoshop and InDesign.. then today Tue, is the competition day... in teams of 3, then will be given a theme and then we are supposed to come up wif a poster on this given theme... we didnt want to join at first but we heard there's VERY ATTRACTIVE PRIZES and the camp not many ppl, so high chance that we can get into top 3 lols.. hence we joined and we made this poster.. it was damn nice.. ya.. I didnt do anything.. my other 2 frens made it wif photoshop and I juz use my com to surf net(ypp forum :D) hahas... then wat? we got into Round 2!! Hahas! Round 2's Finals la.. 5 teams, and once u're in Round 2, u'll definitely win a prize le... so Round 2, oso make poster, but given a more difficult theme... and now here comes the most interesting part of the whole entry I'm writing today... and I strongly urge that if it's Miaow or CW or Felicia reading this, ye may not wanna continue any further :P Read on for ur own risk... dun blame or curse me if ye suffer a stroke or watever hehe...


so in Round 2... after hours in a freezing hall... we finally finished our poster.. it looks very cool but honestly it's not as nice as the one done in Round 1, but I think it's good enough... Similarly I didnt do anything in this poster to, juz watch them do all the thing lols...

Then the results come out... we actually win the NTU udnergraduate!! woohoo!! not even NTU student can win us! he even asked whether we're year 3 in NTU lols!! ya... so he got 3rd position.. sadly we didnt get first.. we got 2nd, but that's our goal!! hahas!! cuz we prefer the 2nd position's prize!! kk.. now to the prize.. i believe u're very excited and anxious to noe wat's it... Here I shall warn Miaow, CW and felicia again, if ye still reading this.. ye better stop here or u'll realli get a stroke lols

kk.. from the bottom.. 4th and 5th prize, which is the consolation prize. is McAfee Virus Scan.. crap thing lols... 3rd's a canon digital printer... and ye noe wat? the NTU student who got 3rd is only one person, not in a team of 3, so he got 3 printers.. and he's supposed to carry all 3 home >.< aww.. poor thing~ kk back to 1st and 2nd... guess wat?? 2nd's ipod nano!! hahas!!! song rite!! it's a 2gb black nano!!! yah!! black one!! a nano!!! woohoo~~ 1st prize's juz Adobe Photoshop CS2 software, that's why we prefer 2nd prize!! hahas!! kk wait dun whack me yet!! I didnt get the black nano though.. cuz 2nd prize is 2 black nano 1 photoshop CS2, 1st prize is 1 black nano 2 photoshop CS2. So since both of my frens dun have nano and I got a white 4gb nano le, I let both of them have it.. more fair rite.. so I got the photoshop CS2... but still!! I have my Plan!!

I'll sell this photoshop CS2, which'll cost bout 300 bucks.. then.. my sis wan a nano too, so I'll sponser her 150 bucks from this 300 bucks for her.. she'll get a back 4gb nano and I'll switch my white one wif her! yay!! then I'll get my dream black nano!! hahas!! Cool Plan rite!! but on one condition la.. must sell the photoshop software first hahas!!

hahas, so u three got read this still? I hope u three still ok~ esp Miaow hahas!! not that I wanna suan and show off la.. but it's a fact that I nearly won a nano rite... hahas... aww~ hope by tmr u stil havnt read this.. Or i'll nvr make it alive tmr hahas!!

It's the end of another week... Not many things happened, but I feel like lots have juz happened. It's a boring week, all day extra lectures though I skipped 2 days, but I've been doing quite alot of things that might sound stupid, ypp hahas, got my ipod, went to play pool, ness's house play mahjong, out for bowling, and of cuz, school for lectures. It totally sounds boring except for my ipod nano hahas!

yeah... apparently it seems like it's juz any other normal week where I'll juz do these things whenever I get to go out wif my frens, play com etc etc... But I realli think lots have happened this week, esp my ypp. Things start falling out in my crew... I try not to get involved, and I tried not make matters worse... but things juz aint the same as before anymore I guess... then is my studies, I suddenly think I cant make it for Econs, it seems too difficult a subject beyond my ability... then there is the first time goin to one of my classmates' house and first time playing mahjong wif my frens there. Lastly how ironical to see many of my frens in T21 falling out when I juz patch things up recently wif my fren...

Things arent the same as before anymore... For once I thought things can work out well after some time, but apparently, events and happenings do leave permanent scars on humans... oh wat crap am I saying... Do I have any of these scar? Perhaps... Or I wont be here crapping... Scars do hurt sometimes... But I dun chose to touch it... no touch=no hurt I noe that hahas... But when things start to get dull and dim... when u cant help but slowly sinking into ur own state of mental subconsciousness, into ur own world of thoughts... all the past juz zoomed rite out in front of ur face... the unforgetable ones definitely, they'll one by one pull u deeper into helplessness and miseries. Oh yeah, Worse is some songs do amplify the damage on me hahas...

oh it's ok... I'm used to it... pains and hurts are inevitable in life anyway... the most fatal consequence they can bring is the phychological barrier to you doing that same act again. There's only 2 ways to remove that barrier... one's time, the other's the assistance... I sought time... but I'm search of assistance too... and dear blog, I found u heh...

ya. several reasons why this post is meaningless... First, juz wanna say PW's finally over... nothin much to say therefore it's meaningless. Second, not many come here anymore, so it's also meaningless.

Juz went to watch Exorcism of Emily Rose. Cool show, not the scary portions, but the areas where the lawyers do their questionings and interrogations to the witnesses. How cool, if only I have a mouth as shrewd and scary as theirs... 一针见血，完全毫不留情 lor... Guess I'll never be able to be a lawyer then.

Still.. today's only the first day after PW, and I'm already feeling bored... Yeah I have frens to chat wif, but they dun last long do they... we all have our things to do.. cant realli settle down for a looooong deeeep tok on msn... Another one on phone... recently chatted alot, but always there's silences here and there between speeches... it feels so awkward.. so uneasy...

I mean, I like silence when I'm alone, but if someone realli wan to tok to me, at least there must be conversations to keep things goin, if not, how's it possible for two person to juz say nothing and only listen to each other breathing on the phone.. isnt that awkward... I couldn't stand it, and I cant help it since I dun do much toking... oh well.. there goes me toking crap again.. sorrie..

Anyway, this is juz a meaningless post... doesnt matter... but sometimes... i realli feel like... juz having someone to have a looong deep and serious chat wif...

recently, juz have no mood to do anything other than YPP, YPP and YPP! life sure gets duller and duller for me...

http://www.puzzlepirates.com

anyone, if u're bored, ye can join me in this game, yohoho puzzle pirate(YPP), I'm glued to this game le.. even willing to give up WoW juz to play this dumb looking and only puzzle playing YPP hahas.. but I realli enjoy myself there... though many may say it's stupid... but... It's cool for me, nvr seen a game like this in my life b4...

pirates... pirates and pirates.. I got so excited when I hear anything bout pirates~ Even searched high and low for the best pirate game available now: Sid Meier's Pirates! Unfortunately, every shop I went, they say Out of Stock... blahx.. see! it's so popular that it's even out of stock! I realli wanna play... Pirates are so damn cool... wonder whether my great great great grand ancestors were pirates hahas... maybe pirate blood runs in me... hmm... quite unlikely hahas... anyway, if anyone of u has the game Sid Meier's Pirates! or Port Royale 2 pls lend me!!! I'm dying to play pirate games!! YPP's not enough!! hahas..

oh yah.. there's even a online RPG pirate game called Pirates of the Burning Sea...

http://burningsea.com

ye may go take a look.. it's soooooooooo dammmmmmmmmmnnnn cool!!!!! But it's still not out yet blahx.. wonder when it'll be out... and I believe needs to pay to play too.. how sad :(

alrite... pirate frenzy over... back to life... recently I find life so... monotonous. Maybe I play YPP too much. But I havnt been out for so long le... except to go to sch of cuz... Someone pls ask me out can... I dun wanna rot at home... maybe after the pw... GOD! PW!! How I wish it ends now!! Geez... our slides' not done yet.. I'm getting a little worried... but I'm not aiming high for it, so ok la... juz like that lor.. dun screw up can le.

Read Miaow and ES's blogs... well.. it's interesting to noe how others r doin when ur life gets so boring... Like Miaow, she gets invited to a course in SMU.. rite? something like that... though she's troubled over whether she should take that course, but look on the bright side, at least ye get to choose rite? life's like this.. full of choices, its ppl like us that cannot make firm decisions that will lose out in the end... I dun wanna lose out, but I cant help it myself... Blahx.. and ES, felt so sorrie for her... If only I can do something to help her.. but well, she's optimistic la, so things wont get any worse for her hahas! See, she's still crazy over those koreans and korean series lol, like everything's goin on so well in her life. However, on the outside she looks carefree, always so happy-go-lucky and easy-going, and deep down, she's always thinking... always in deep thoughts, rite ES? have 1 or 2 classmates who's like this too... I'm always curious as to, how come pple can get so.. carefree and happy-goin while they have so much big thoughts in their mind... As for me, I'll realli sit down there for loooooong looooong period of time juz to sort it out lor... how interesting, and normally wat they had in mind's exactly wat I had in mind too, but the way we handle them's so different... maybe should learn from her, not putting my troubles all over my face hahas... like that I can become more unpredictable rite? hahas...

yah.. and I posted the qn in ES's blog, how do you realli diffierentiate between frenship, infatuation and love... esp infatuation and love.. I mean, if u nvr experience it b4 and now u suddenly like one person, how u noe whether that's infatuation or love... Geez... dun tell me let time answers this qn... if that's the case, how does love at first sight come about... Time for me to go ponder this qn again...

oh yah, back to ypp, I get to meet this "pirate" in the game, in the same crew too. She's 18, taking triple science leh.. that a freak or a nerd... but well... realli wish her all the best for her 'A' lvl... and and, was kinda weird cuz we didnt noe each other in the beginning. Even after our officer told us we're both from singapore, we didnt realli... communicate well... was like, juz treating each other as fellow crewmates only hahas... since when did we become frens de ah?? I think she started it... like few days ago? suddenly everytime see me she'll go "hey!!" or "hi osi!!" wif all the !!! around hahas! so excited to see me meh? then everything see our officer Moel, she'll juz go "hey moley" or "hi moley"... hahas! see the diff rite!? think she siao le LOLX! the more I think bout it.. the more i feel somethng fishy bout this... Conspiracy? Ulterior motive? how's that possible.. hmm... another big qn to ponder bout hahas.. but hahas... becuz of her, I even feel more attached to YPP le.. see la ur fault! already so glued to YPP now u made me wanna play even more... hahas... oh! I noe why le! must be cuz I'm able to let her do battle navigating in pillages that's why she's excited to see me rite! Ha! Knew it! no one's that kind all of a sudden for no reason de... but then.. no harm letting her bnav la, I get to slack too hahas...

well.. now YPP so many frens playing le... Want to stop oso cannot... courtney... 3 courtneys somemore.. steph, xt, nelly, moel... best crew.. best crewmates ever... feel so blessed hehe... k la, honestly, best is all females somemore(besides moel) haha! now ye noe why YPP fun rite! HAHAS! jking la... they're nice to get along wif, lotsa fun together in YPP too... Geez.. me like writing testimonial... sianz... well, that's all folks.