My heart runs cold... No beat has been made. I feel no happiness, no sadness, no anxiety, no love, and most importantly, no life in me. I creep thru the days like a soulless living dead, with neither the aim nor purpose in reality. Seeking remedies along the way, yet without any traces of hint nor clue. My life... Numb and Grey...

Intimidating vexations and tribulations agglomerate around me. Tried my very best to banish them from my thoughts, yet they still linger around the atmosphere, sneering and ostricising me like an empty can discarded on the streets. And even undergoes heartless thrustings and kickings from countless approaching passerby, each sending me a similar message thru their cruel pair of discriminating glare, "thrash! how dirty!" My life... Numb and Grey....

Shrouded by freezing darkness, I witness my bleak future sinking deeper into desolation. I can see myself plunging deep down into a world of no return. A world never once experienced in my whole life b4. A world far more tormenting than anything I've been thru. Trapped far below, I'm still searching for the way up and out, but I need someone's help. Someone to show or give me the ropes. So far... No one's around. My life... Numb and Grey...



Time slowly pass away. I restlessly fade away.
Time removes all in its way. I'm terribly drained, as always .
Time never leaves a trace. I'm lost in my forsaken space.
Time spares? no way. My life... Numb and Grey...