These few days I've thought over me, myself and those around me... I think I've made too many mistakes le... I've done too many wrongs to everything. I've made wrong decisions, not only to myself, but to my frens too. I've done, not only wrongs to myself, but mistakes to my frens too, causing them too much problems and trouble... It's all my fault.

I cant really pin-point what I've done wrong, and some cases I shouldnt be writing out here too, but I noe I'm involved in these scenarios which resulted in their problems they face now. Perhaps if I wasn't there to voice out my comment or opinion, all these situations would not have surfaced at all... It's all my fault

I'm trying to dump all these thoughts off my mind, but it's useless. The more I try to savage these situations, the more problems it'll appear. I wanna give my very best to help myself and my frens since it's all my wrongdoings, but I find myself helpless towards them. Totally helpless and useless. My guilty conscience's killing me... but I couldnt save myself, how else can I save them? Once again, I'm feeling helpless and useless...

It's all my fault... Forgive me...