Not that I dun wanna blog.. but my mind's in a big mess... I think alot happens the last few days... but it still seems as peaceful as any other typical hols... the only diff the 10 days I left for vacation... Sometimes I dun realli like vacation... cuz it temporary cuts off ur ties wif your current place u live in, the people u get along wif, the things u do normally... When u're back, U feel like there's so much to catch up.. yet u have no idea wat to catch up, and where to catch up from... Yup... that's how I feel currently...

Wanna noe the worse feeling? That is... u've lost contact wif any of the ppl u noe for 10 days... and when u're back, it's like as if nothin has happened... or something like... others still live as usual... so tell me... wat diff do I make in ppl's life??Of cuz I dun feel that way.. I noe many cares and show their concerns for me(though some's for the gifts I can bring for them hahas), but it juz sets me thinking... Been away for so long, yet other still live as usual like u nvr exist b4... still living normally and not been affected by ur absence... how does that feel?? I'm realli grateful I dun have to feel this way... but I feel sympathetic for these ppl... if such ppl do exist that is..

Ok.. back now... I'm trying to sort my life out... homework's not done, hair's not cut, getting lesser contact wif my frens, feeling left out little here and there... But I guess it'll all be fine... juz make sure I spend less time on the com and realli do try to sort my life out... oh wait... I've been on the com for the WHOLE DAY... didnt get to do anything bout my life heh...