ok.. simple, I'm juz too busy doing all the tutorials and homeworks I have rite at the start of school reopens... Juz first week alone I have to rush my tutorials till Midnight, which is something I've never done in my whole life... I dun even do my homework at home b4 I stepped into JC... see how stressful and hardcore JC life is? hahas... oh I'm not done yet... did my tutorials till Midnight, but I havnt even touch on my Math Differentiation tutorials yet... 3 tutorials... luckily only have to be handed in next week, Or I realli dun have to slp...

To worsen the whole "no time for rest" thing, Still have to go for flag day today, juz came back, tired and exhausted... but a nice experience though, never done flags b4, cat high's too cool to do such a thing hahas... but it's juz so unfair, all the gals juz have to stand there and smile sweetly and they'll get tons of coins down that donation bag of theirs... guys like us beg 10 ppl and we only get a person to donate us for a pitiful... 1 dollar?? K la... I'm not that bad la... At least I dun have to approach them and they'll juz donate to me, but I hear from my fren... he begged 10 persons and only one managed to donate 1 dollar to him... poor thing... and the other couldnt even get anyone to donate at all.. hais... now I noe how tough it is to do such a thing... Remind me to donate whenever someone approaches me for donation~

Oh... then back to my homework... Honestly... though there's tons and tons and tons of tutorials, I actually like the feeling of doin tutorials under tremendous stress and pressure of having to hand it in the next day or day after... Duno why... I'll only seriously do my work under that condition, maybe that's the only moltivation I can think of?? but whatever, as long as I do my work it's good enough... not crappy answers k~ I still do my best to answer everything de...

As for me myself... Things go kinda bad and confusing now... No idea what I'm thinking at all... duno... juz lost for words, it's like, choosing the path that seems easier and higher chance of success than choosing one that I realli want to take... U noe sometimes when U cant make a decision or couldnt make one, U'll feel like taking the easier path or something... I duno la... I'm juz afraid of taking that easier path... Nvm, juz lost for words, I juz have to understand myself, no one bothers anyway hehe... Let me juz ponder further... though been pondering for... nearly haf a year? hahas... whatever...