First off... let me juz tok bout the recent Block Test I has last week. It's atrocious. It wasn't up to my expectation for myself, and perhaps many others... I didnt fail any subject fortunately, specially GP, but i neither get an A for any subject... BBCE5's my results if u're curious... And wanna guess wat's that E grade? my once source of pride and achievement in my academic studies: Computing. Dun ask me why I score the lowest for computing amongst the other subjects this time. Either I gave up on computing to focus more on the other 3 subjects, or I realli lost track and passion for Computing, but be it any reason, I figured out it's juz an excuse for me to feel more relieved that's all...

Maybe I didnt study hard enough, maybe I didnt practise enough, Maybe I'm too complacent, maybe I'm juz too lazy... All these maybes I've been telling and coaxing myself all these while, juz so that I dun take my pathetic results too seriously... but this test WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE SERIOUS ABOUT IT! So I've totally no idea what's goin on in my head...

I noe I sound stupid, and most likely no one except me understands this entry. I won't take this test too lightly, nor too seriously. On one hand, I'm embarrassed for obtaining such a result, but on the other, I'm pleased to get such grades, cuz it gives me more moltivation to work harder and better... I work in the other way... the worse I score, the better I'll do the next round... *pray hard this time this theory of mine works too for my mid year ^^*

Yeah I noe u're all complaining bout me toking too much irrelevant stuff on the previous entry(s), but when it's the only one thing in ur mind 90% of ur time, wat will u write? take this test for example... ok I'll make a brief one... I'm so concerned bout wat she got for her test results... I shouldn't have.. cuz in the end I get to find out that she beats me in every subjects =.= 2 marks higher for math, 2 marks higher for econs, and totally trashed in physics... Holy cow... Either I realli suck, or I juz suck...

So this time round in term 2, I'm juz goin to let mugging take over my entire leisure time... so ppl, try not to ask me out unless it's for study, thx ^^