yah... my friends did say I seem like a happier person than before... If i'm goin to look back at myself, comparing myself between the past and present... I think I've changed... Between secondary and JC, I've indeed changed... but that's besides the point, the subject's in JC life... Am I leading a sad life in my JC 1st year? sadder than JC 2nd year? Honestly, I dun think so...

WHY? Last year, I had so much fun... I get to noe a bunch of great friends both in 1st 3 months and current NYJC... There wasn't such a thing called "miscommunication", nor was there any problems in terms of social relationships and interaction. BY RIGHT, I should be happy... But of cuz there's times I'm still as moody as ever.. hahas.. As for now... many things frustrate me... academical problem(A lvl coming~ stress ahhh~), social problems(too many), economical problems(no demand for a person like me ~.~), political problem(stupid GE, I cant juz understand politics... that's why it frustrates me), fitness problem(I cant pass NAPFA T.T) and emotional problems(I cant help but feel depressed and miserable over this naturally). Can someone realli understands wat I truly want? hais...

But well.. I have to agree wif my friends a little though, that I do feel happy, and I realli mean HAPPY, this year too. Hehe.. some people juz has the ability to make me happy with any small things they do... be it deliberately or unintentionally. ^^

And.. haha.. juz by thinking about wat some ppl has done.. U can see a big y=x^2 curve on my face of radius 6cm(is that big? juz an approximate). And if It's realli something happy... I'll get so excited I'd actually LOL(literally) or hop around in my room hehe... and yeah, I dun remember myself doin such a thing last year lolx...

But come to think of it... Am I realli happy at these point of times... or did I hit rock bottom that I feel happy even as a slight rise in my mood?