Wah... wat period of the year of the century of the millenium izit now ah... I juz see romance here and there revolving around me, wat makes it worse is when I'm not involved in it. >.<

Recently I'm watching Return of the Condor Heroes(the newest one), the Xiao Long Nu's so chio but the Yang Guo juz CMI lor.. but anyway, though the show's not that good due to the excessive use of animation and computer effects, the affectionate gaze both actors had between each other greatly touched me... U can realli juz sense the love they have for each other, even though it's juz a show... Bahx, maybe I'm juz mesmorised by the female actoress la, she so chio~ my Yi Fei~ hahas... =X

And yeah, show's one thing, then I have this female classmate, K, who recently noe a guy, R, 1 year older, in a game, and from wat she said, he's a desperate guy looking for someone to love haha... So anyway, he pestered her till she agreed to meet up wif him la, and somehow or another (cuz I duno wat went on lols), my another classmate, Z, who has himself a DotA clan, also accepted that guy's challenge in a DotA match, so that K can get to see him while him and Z are DotAing. And I sillyly(got such word?) went along too wif another fren, A, lols. I never like meeting wif someone who I noe online cuz I noe once 2 persons met, there's bound to be awkwardness, and relationships 90% will become worse. So when they met, K and R didnt tok much la... and K was like running and avoiding and hiding from R... hahas... I mean, U agreed to meet, now U acted like u're running from a bandit, if u were R, u'll like it meh? hais... Poor R. honestly I dun realli like R la... but I juz feel a little sorry for him lols. In the end my frens A and Z went DotAing, leaving me and K together, cuz they challenging R. so K was telling me how afraid she is. I duno wat to do... I realli dun... I'm not good wif such things, asking me is like asking a wooden log la... What more can I advise her rite...? Anyway, I sent her home a while later cuz it's quite late and she wanna go home...

Well.. that's the 2nd romance. Then there's this fren, L's blog that I juz recently noe... As I was bored... I went to see the past entries... there's entries that I dun understand wat L was saying, but it was apparent that it's bout some relationship thing la... and L was goin "If you noe it wont last, why bother to continue and even start in the beginning" somewhere along that margin la... I was already like... blahx.. another romance again... But of cuz I cant comment on this since I totally duno wat's goin on there... but wat I wanna point out is... why is romance goin on all around me during this important period of the year >.<

Worse was during the CT tutorial.... our CT tutor actually discussed about the topic "Jealousy" =.= Of so many CT tutorials we have every week and every month, we actually had to discuss bout this topic at this period of time.... wah.. wat "good" timing ah... >.< and was goin wat... Jealousy out of love... kaos... I totally give the =.= face in the tutorial lor... hais...

I think I blabber too much... I actually only wanted to say 2 things... First one's done, second one was... Juz curious to noe... If u noe u wont last wif this someone u have in mind or wif u currently, would you continue this crush or relationship? Franking speaking... I think I will... not becuz I'm stubborn or trying to be faithful... but it's that I simply cant give up... So what it doesnt last... I dun regret not giving it up, nor will I regret holding on to wat I believe and love, even if it's foolish...

問世間情為何物，直叫人生死相許。