wonderful.. I fell sick on the first day of school, and oso the first day of the prelim period... There goes my Computing Paper 1, and also my favourite subject, Math Paper 1. I couldnt even complete that paper.. how encouraging... It's always the Math papers that pulled me thru any tough examination period... and now that Math's not doin anything to help me(worse, pull me down further), I might as well juz die. -.-

It's like... when bad things start happening on u, they keep coming in lots and hordes and throngs and swarms... now especially at this period of time when I'm so sick till I cant absorb any little details into my brain, I juz feel like bursting. The more i look at the past year prelim papers, the stronger the urge to juz pick up anything I see in my way and throw. I'm already goin "ARGH! and "AH!!" and "KAOS!" and all sorts of offensive comments at home, almost made my sis deaf wif all the shoutings and bellowing, and I simply cant take it! Maybe I'd have been better if I'm in my prime condition, but wth, sick so suddenly, trying to test my limit sia...

Want to find someone to complain to oso dun have... why my life suddenly seem so lonely... or maybe I've always been lonely... Damn the sickness.. Damn the prelim.... Damn myself...

And there I have my dad who juz came in and said "why u still playing the comp? prelim's here and u're still playing. U're not supposed to play anymore!" !$%^*(!^#*(@&^!!!! Damn it.. In the first place where do u see me playing? Loggin on to my blog and msn's playing!? Always been like this... everytime think that the comp's meant for playing. Doesnt he ever noe that my phy prelim papers and other useful notes are in my comp! Computing! everything's in the comp! and he thinks i'm playing! Oh fine! Then how u wan me to study computing!? Tear down the comp and slowly examine the parts before assembling them again!?

How long do I have to endure... I dun even noe wat I'm enduring... Juz feel like screaming... someone bring me somewhere far from any human being and let my scream till my lungs burst, anyone? hais...