it's like 3 weeks after the latest post here... and yet A lvl's not over for me... my last paper's in 2 days time.. yet neither I have the urge to study, not the thought of doin anything for it...

Been Rappelzing mindlessly like a zombie since 3 days ago... oh god I actually lvl up 10 times in 2 nights... This is realli wat i call zombie playin... while everything's there saying how "zai" and "pro" I am, anyone ever realise the hard work I had to put in for that kind of result? haha... maybe they do... But wat hard work is there realli in zombie playin... or rather... juz playin on the comp instead of mugging rite... I must say, those who're able to put down their Rappelz game and start mugging are the "zai" and "pro" one lor.... I'm simply a simple moron who juz doesnt noe when to stop.... and to start too...

In the end, while everyone's busy mugging .. I'm playing alone.... ye alone... all lonely in that game... Shud I blame myself for playing too much and neglecting my paper, or my frens for "pangsehing" me to mug, or the stupid computing paper who having it held so late after most candidates had already finished their A lvls... I duno... All I noe is, I thought Rappelz can get us, especially me and my frens together to have fun online, but when I wan someone there, they're gone... oh boy... they have life while I have none, that's all I can conclude haha... I mean, wat else can u conclude from someone who's on Rappelz like 15hours, 1 hour for daily stuffs like having ur meals and bath while the other 8 hours to slp.... truly lifeless...

So in the end, it's back to blogging for me... Oh well I didnt realli like to blog anymore but omg... look at how much I wrote... too much to say haha...